Emo-ing..):

argh...i m not willing to suffer like hell...
it is a hard time for me during tis particular period,
do u knw?
i thk u are the 'snoopiest' as the feelings i have on u u didnt feel it...
tis is not a short period,
anyway!!
almost one year....
i m trying my best to forget about u..
and even ur image in my mind...
but,
it is too hard for me...
why?why?
i m full of stress and sadness...
i oso dont knw wat r u thinking now...
but,
if u dun hv,
pls let me go!
i will let u go toooo...

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today,
i saw a handsome boy...
awesome!
but his hair look like a good boy,
but i just like the boy with good boy hair and head..
duno why xD
quite handsome...
jealous sia....




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my mood..

my mood still remain unchanged...
my aunt asked me..'qian wen,u are going to training,how was ur mood?ecxited?worried?sad?'
my answer is..'my mood still remain unchanged!'
ohhhhmyyygeeee!
wat is tat?
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jz now,
we went to karen(siew hee)house,
coz they organised a bbq dinner...
quite nice...
but,
my cousin,
went back to sibu..
how unfortunate was that..)':
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i was so gamchiong jz now..
jz like an ant on the hot pot...
coz my thing haven been prepared well..
but finally,
it was done!
thankiewww my dear mummy,
who was helping me!
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wow!it was late now...
i still hvn finish my holiday hw!
omgeeeee!
die liewww...
hope me finish in time.....
jia you!
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next post:the processing of one month training!
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done!

continue from last post...(:

felt very sori abt the things tat went wrong last time....)':
my streaming result was::::
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i get into the sub tat i wanted before...
but,
i dont wished to get into the first class for Sec 3 next year,
despite that,
i m so wished to get into the *lauzy or laubeh or whatever* class,
but,
i hope u dun think that i m so proud that i wanted to show off myself...
my grandmother oso felt that my thinking is right...
anyway,
tis could not be changed anymore...
it is fact and i must accept it....><
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finally,
we *dede....* ald...
but i feel jz like a stone in my heart disappeared...
huarray!
i m single now...
not because of i hv a new lover...
jz because i wan o be a single person...
even though somethings quite bored!
(wat a snoopy reason...ooooommyyyyyygeeeeeeeeeee)
excuse me...
wat is snoopyy stand for?
it is
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stupid la....
=.=///
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left 2 more days...
i m going to miri for one month training...
quite excited..
last nite,
i dreamt on i had forgotten to bring quite a lot of tings..
eg:
-hair oil
-shirt
-shampoo
and so on
ishhhh....
damn it..!!
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that's all...
(:

my streaming results:

results.....):

today,
auntie jenny help me get back my report bk...
now,
i felt i didnt put in my full effort into tis exam,
therefore,
it is very obvious tat i m not satisfied wif my own results...
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in the last page that i had post,
i hope i will 'squeeze' into no.5 in class position..
but,
shuay shuay i get no.6...
i m not fulfill by it...
now,
i feel very regretful..
who can help me???
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hw for tis 2 months holiday:
chinese,
eng(it is a always),
and
finally,
maths!
*tis can say is very few alr*
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i felt very boring now...
as i m waiting for time to go for choir...
i m lazy to go...
but,
tat mrs poon sure wont allowed me...T.T
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tomoro i go back liew....
hapi??
*dont hv any feeling*
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'dudu,dudu,dudu'
time's up!!!!!!!!
i hv to go...
buayeeeeee....(:

post exam days....

tis few i have started my post exam programme....
yesterday,
i went to wat wat wat memorial,
jungle trekking...
(sth abt world war II)
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anyway,
i still duno wat is this programme for...(:
n i m not veli happy as..............
(u know i know)...
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today,
i went to singapore zoo...
but my dearest fren,kaileee,never come...):
sori tat,
as i didnt take any pic.....(:
after watching,
we are ready to depart...
but i heard sth cute that U had said...
(let's say goodbye to our Singapore Zoo..=P)
i felt that tis is cute....
in the bus,
i saw u sleeping,
tis is the last time i saw u today,tis year(maybe)...
i thk we will not be in the same class...
anyway,
hope god bless us more more.....
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tomoro i nid to die....
as i have to go to school to take report book..):
and the another thing is...
i had promise my sister i will get 7th in my class position...
but hopefully,
i will squeeze into first 5 position...
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tomoro is the last day of school...
i thk i m gonna to miss u and all my friends!!!!




thats all..
(:

2o1o2o1o(:

did u all saw that???
today is the most special day!
2o1o2o1o!!!!!!
can say 'i love u' to all ur lover ald!
tis is a miracle,
onli happen for 24 hours!
it never and ever happen again!
pls cherish it yarhz!